Love is blind

I never knew I will undergo so much pain. The agonizing pain almost killed me. May be I am new to this, I was never betrayed by a girl before. Friends told me you can’t be a successful until you taste the failure. I learned that the hard way now.

I always wear only checked shirts, after she said “I look great in checks”. I had to travel for 1 hour to see her for just 2 minutes. I sacrificed many things for her my cricket coaching, my treats, my bike rides, my friends, food, my mom’s love, my sister quarrel, etc.

I am looking back to see what all I have missed all these days. Normally if you lose something it will come back to you in a different form. When you lose your weight, you will get shape. If you lose your money you will get sadness and unexplainable fear. I lost my love what will I get? I realized I grew a long beard now.

She was totally not from this land. She looked heavenly. The way she speaks the way she carries herself. Woof! God must be at his best when she was created. She has sparkling face with shining eyes. How could I even do that? How did I miss her?

It was raining heavily that day. I never spoke to her before. That was the day she spoke to me. We all waited under the bus shelter to board the bus. It was so dark and there where lot of people standing under the shelter. She ran towards the shelter. She was completely drenched I can’t help my eyes. She reached the shelter and stood next to me.

It was getting darker and darker, the god of rain did the cupid role and threw a heavy lighting. But I got shock, she grabbed my hand and hold it tight. How could I describe the feeling? I wanted to hug her and tell her don’t worry I am here. My dreams did not lost for more than a min. She withdrew her hands quickly realizing she almost crushed my bones.

Days passed by we got little bit closer. She started to speak with me. She wiggle her hair whenever she talks to me. I admire her a lot. She knows that I love her. But girls want to hear the LOVE word spelled out loudly.

Another rainy day. Rainy days are always fun, the chillness, cloths feel very different. I gel’d my hair and made it look damp to match the climate. Plan is to go to coffee shop, I came much early as every male lover does. I saw her trying to cross the road. I was sitting near the glass door. I drew the letter ‘L’ in the vapor. I wanted to complete but something else happened.

She was holding her umbrella and was trying to cross the street. She did not notice the red light, she was hit by a car. She was thrown away for the place her handbag, umbrella, bangles were all over.

I never knew I will undergo this much pain. The agonizing pain killed me almost. Everything froze in time I did not blink my eyes, my heart stopped. I felt my lungs in my mouth. I ran towards her, blood all around. I lifted her and her head was full of blood and it was hot. I did not know if she was breathing. I kept my ears over her heart and listened, it slowly stopped.

Someone called for 108 (Ambulance) my brain did not made to think in sensible way. They took her to nearby hospital. I collected all her belongings and got in to the ambulance. The letter that I wrote in glass is for LOVE or for LOST. I don’t know.

Doctor came out of the operation theater and said she is out of danger but problem is she forgot last few month memory. That is my episode in her life. She could not remember me. What the F**K!, A carelessness in following traffic signal graved my LOVE.

If you want GREEN in your LIFE, then STOP for RED. Now I am standing again in the same bus stop to re-win her heart!